Thursday, November 26, 2009

The death wish


It was an afternoon
When I felt like flying and gliding
Down to the Earth beneath.
I wan’t in heaven but on Earth it self
But perched upon a rocky cliff.

I felt like falling, feeling the Earth
Pulling me down…wanting me
To be in it’s arms wide apart.
That would be the embrace forever and ever
No time and point to depart!

I look into it’s eyes..
Overpowering my power
It kept whispering into my ears…
“come a little closer”

Someone even closer pulled me back
And I was back in my senses…
And since then I’m away from heights
Always within the fences!

The same happened
As the deep waters called on to me.
The waves lashed their arms
Fighting the wind just for me.( so it seemed!)

Those moments ..
Where the moments of my death wish.
The non-living seemed to care more…
The worldly attachments were close to a finish.

Men & women were world’s apart
But my Death was the closer.
I couldnot ever choose the people around me,
But it was then that I was the chooser!

All of a sudden my lost nerves connect..
And I am existing back in time.
Hope my death wish strikes the chord again
And this time the right place and the right time!