Happy Anyway

Emptiness filled with hollow spaces
Hollowness filled with air
Still the feeling of being happy..
Always has to linger!

Happiness filled with running memories...
Memories escaping the past!
Past ---a long painful period of tragedies.
Memory ---a moment of joy which fled so fast!

A moment of joy which fled so fast...
Keeps retreating time to time,
to let me tell that I am happy!
Yes, I am happy living in present with the past...
In the midst of evrything,I hope I am not gloomy!

I am happy feeling the first kiss from mother...
......the everyday love of father....
......the last hug from brother......

I am happy cherishing the last joke shared with a friend....
The laughter echoes in my ears!!!
and says.."It's never gonna end!"
I am happy experiencing my first day at school....
everyday I am a newcomer and the kid..
whose aim was only to rule!

Emptiness is slowly filled with moments..
Moments filled with happiness.......
But from nowhere gushes an air of hollowness!!
In the midst of everything I am happy,anyway....
Coz I know ..He is there to bless!

A friend to a friend

Hello,hi or aloha my friend.....
What should i begin with??
Everything has come to an end!
Started it off with little fights
Midway our friendship was bright!
Now because of feelings..
We are back to arguements
And now i speak to prove my reasons right!
Standing below the deep blue sky,
Am now thinking how these mishaps followed....
The river is dry now,through which
our friendship once rowed.
Frankly speaking,i didnot think
the way you think i did think.
This is the cause which caused
to end it all in a blink!
I dont know if we can converse again
or ever see each other when sad or in pain
But expect to see each other
in the narrow dark memory lane!!

Whispers of the Night

Chilly wind touching my soul
The moon is not so kind!
The winking of the owl,turns me totally blind!
what time is it?that no birds
But i can see only bat's flight!
All is quiet but what strikes ,
are the Whispers of the night!
The Whispers of the night
Speak to me...
Tell me about my past!
Tell me ...why so short did it last?
Whispers of the Night
tell me..tell me..
Why are my eyes open wide?
Why are they flushed with oceanic tide?
Why speak to me of those
Why speak to me of those
whose thoughts turn me lame?
My eyews are tired..
Sing a tune to soothe them.
Oh Whispers of The Night!
Why awake?
came have sleep with me
Bid adieu to those hazy paints.
Its the tomorrow i want to see!!

Wrong Place

In the dark of night

under the street light,

I walk the bare street.

After the fight for might

and fight for right

none to wave and greet!

Me,a traveller looked for home,

to pass the snowy night.

But could see only cold brick walls

but no fire,through the glass.

Looking for food I came across a garden full of flowers

Only flowers!but no fruits!!

well!!blessings are showy showers!!

Hoping for day,I kept waiting

Perhaps the sun might bring men out..
But no sun and no men
Only cats moaning aloud!
Walking and walking I met a Man,
and asked what the clock says...
"the time is night and will be night"he said,
"and this is the Wrong place!"

Rain

Rain-a season of joy
a reason to cry!
Rain-the time to enjoy
a moment to fly!
Rain-song for a lover
a memory to remember!
Rain-words for a poet
a mood to last forever!
Rain-the time to bloom
the shower of life!
Rain-wash of gloom
life without strife!
Rain-a sign of doom
the end of grim and old!
Rain-a sort of loom
weaving a future of gold!
Rain-few drops meeting an ocean
a flood of emotions?or illusion?
Rain-fall of heavenly waters!
the cause of waterlogging in lanes and gutter!!

Waiting

I stand by the window
looking at the grassy meadows
I am waiting.
I stand below the trees
closing my eyes to feel the sunshine
I am waiting.
I stand on the roof
looking at the distant land away
I am waiting.
I stand in a closed room
feeling the coldner of walls
I am waiting.
I am still waiting for the one
who is the dew drop on grasses
sunlight among the trees
who calls me from a distant land
and me, from the four wall he frees!
I am waiting.
But may not this wait
turn too late!
May not my tears turn dew drops of grasses
May not the sunlight be the fire
as my soul passes...
I am waiting,still waiting
To be loved with love whhich never pauses.

Not for me

Searching the earth
I lost what I had
What i got,
I lost in the sea!
Breathing the air,
I got fire in my heart ..
And I learnt ,the world is not for me!
Setting myself beneath the sky
I tried to be free...
Feeling the wind move fast above me,
I tried to reach hell!!
But even death was not for me.
Now am here standing
below the sky..
Below me the earth i can see..
Even fate has turned its face away
Noone knows what is for me!!
(May be purgatory)