words to hold us

Love was always a shame

Still I do hold my head high.

My heart aches,my world shakes

Still I’m gonna be with you

No matter how much I’ve to cry.

It’s not so weak

To make us tremble.

Not so brittle

to break us apart.

Not a blunt edge

That can’t fight.

But jst a little

strong matter of heart.

Waiting for seasons I shall gather

Blossoms of all colours.

They’ll be all for you fine and fresh..

Though u knw everything with time withers.

Someday it won’t be something

Like what it is now…

Something they say so dark.

Perhaps they have been blinded by our light

Its not yet a flame; just a spark.

Things are tough…

Time’s against…

We can only hope

To melt Fate’s heart.

Just hold my hands

When my grip loosens.

And I will hold yours back

And  never part.

Identity

I was Someone someday
Now a Noone today.
Someone left me to be noone
Still Noone can find a way.

It's a pleasure to know
the loss that's coming up.
Little ease of pain feels like a relief
a drop of honey on  a bitter cup.

I knw I'd to leave it,
for I never deserved it.
A perfect identity it was
but perhaps my soul couldn't fit.

I'd less pain
as I saw her bid me a wicked goodbye.
for it had tied me down with a face
and now it's time to fly

this is my love

Keep looking for you

Everywhere, every moment,

Do you know that?

My eyes touch your shadow

every time I feel you around me.

Do you know that?

{ why don’t you?

   When I love you so much? }

It’s not me that’s

Waiting for to realize.

From the trees that sway

To the wind touching my locks,

To the birds chirping on my window,

Are waiting for the day,

When you’d be wise.

I lie down at night

Talking to the stars;

Reassured of your existence.

The moonlight is reflected in my eyes,

As I feel your presence.

Dawn is arriving, I know,

And I’ll wake up

From this state of awakening.

And there far away

You will wake up,

And I will know it’s morning.

There starts the moment

From when I start looking for you,

Feeling you in every little things.

I keep looking forward to what

The day ahead brings.

This is my love for you

Can’t give anything else as such.

I ask you again,

Why don’t you know it

When I love you so much?

My own season

Spring is here..

Ah that’s my season-season of love

They say.

Loving things living and non living

Loving everything close and away.

Love hurts ,they say

But nothing can hurt me I bet.

Too happy and always shall be happy

No matter what I lose and get.

You can’t make me cry today

As you see me laughing like mad.

Nah..I’m not a poor insane girl

Spring’s also for me

Only because I’m not bad.

It’s the season of love

Not the season only

For flowers to bloom.

It’s the season for pure souls,

To bring in new colours

And drive away the gloom.

I am a loner

Not with “Somebody”.

That can’t mean

I can’t love.

Spring is here..

Ah that’s my season..

I wanna only love,love and love..

Why

I saw him standing

Right under the sunshine..

Even the fog couldnot hide him.

But slowly he diffused

Into the fog itself

And never agin could I see him.

Who was he?where is he?

What magic his eyes had?

Came to set questions before me

The answers make me feel

Nothing more than mad.

Captured that moment in my eyes

And the feeling in my heart.

Dnt knw if it was it solace or ecstacy..

But definitely a story unheard.

It wasn’t a feeling to be touched

Kissed or embraced.

A feeling just to see.

A question for him ofcourse:

“Do you know me?”

No time for question

No time for answers either.

The flowers of the tree,

Shading us,

Has just started to wither.

Goodbye my friend

As you mingle into the crowd.

The crowd-

 of which you were born.

Without you couldn’t I be forlorn

Neither could I be happy

Nor could I mourn.

Come back to me

Only when I know

You are just mine.

Neither a friend nor a foe.

Come back to me

Only when I don’t feel
guilty feeling for you.

These feelings are not for all

Only for one,not even for a few.

Till then,

Goodbye my friend

As you mingle into the crowd.

The crowd-

 of which you were born.

Without you couldn’t I be forlorn

Neither could I be happy

Nor could I mourn.

We parted finally

Nothing lasts forever,

Not even the greatest feeling in this world.

Once I’m gone,

You shall never feel it again.

I know it wont hurt your heart so hard.

I love you more than love sweetheart

But I just can’t afford to get hurt.

Moving away from you with memories to cherish.

All my feelings towards you shall perish.

Feel like cutting my heart out

Throw it away to some place away

Away from you and your place

The root of all affection and care…

It needs to bleed,rot and decay.

I need to live

I have to live

For my heart resides in you.

I will leave soon

But don’t know if my heart will leave you.

Floating away the roses

Kept them only for you.

Now they belong to none

Not even for someone new.

A mark in my life

And a wound that seems never to heal

If this is not love

Then tell me how does it feel?

Correct question but to the wrong person

I don’t need the answer anyway.

Walking out never to be back again

As I go “I will miss you”…..

This is all that I have to say.

I hurt my heart

My heart spoke to me

A calm voice it had.

Asked me what I want.

A simple question

Yet no answer…

My heart, I just cant….

Are you happy?

No I’m not

Are you in love?

A little or a lot.

Be happy

And choose the lot.

Love’s not for me

That’s what life taught.

My heart was hurt

A sweet little fool it was,

Silent since I failed…

Through the vast oceans of feelings

All alone it sailed.