Restrictive flaws and Irresistible love

Lost in the tides of my flaws,
Messed up my voyage to your heart.
The oceans, wind, the snow weren't unkind...
Struggling with my own soul,
my heart lost all mirth.

Belief in love still exists,
Faith in self is gone.
Chains don't cling to my soul,
I cling to them to stay forlorn.

Can you pick up the pieces-
The broken pieces... scattered here and there?
Just gather them, look at them and throw them away,
and hug me to comfort my body and soul that shiver?

May be you can, may be not....
What if you cannot?
See, I am messing it up all over again,
Lost in the tides of my flaws,
with  a heart that wants to be with you, but cannot.

A loner's new year eve

Years have come and gone

Old ones discarded

As new ones born.

Y is it alonely life never dies

Neither does it get torn or worn.

Lovely fiery flowers on sky

Looking at lonely me

Discarded like the old bygone year

Never knew this is all I had to feel and see.

The world revels in its own spirit

And my spirit revels in me

Rebelling against my body

Trying to move out and be free.

The fire from hell

Seems to enter my heart

With all force it has.

For nothing is “is” for me

All has become “was”.

A new beginning

That’s what they expect from me.

Nothing can be new in this age-old life

Till “me” becomes ”we”

I live this night

Hugging me tight.

Warm tears keeping me ok

And this feels so allright.

My face glows as millions of light

Flashes on my dull face

It comes and goes in a blink

Then there comes my love-darkness.

Come hold me… feel me

Take me in you.

Let me tears, my pain go away…

You’re the one who won’t leave me I knw

Then let me hear those words that I want you to say.

Never-ending feelings

Love isn’t what you think

you feel when you see me.

It ‘s what you feel when

I am away.

If u dont then it’s ok still

‘Cause  atleast I feel that way.

Love doesn’t need two hearts afterall

It can survive with only one beating heart .

The want for love just doesn’t die

No matter how many times my heart  is hurt.

I seek love in you

Why does that bother you ?

You live your life your own way.

You dont need to seek love

‘Cause  my love  is around you

It’s the sun that glows night and day.

It’s tough for you to understand

This strange feeling in my heart ..

My need for a shelter in your arms.

But I know you will very soon

As my true love’s gonna show up its charms.

Till then I would wait

Closing my eyes

Seeing and feeling you.

I fall asleep with a smile on my face

And unknowingly I say

“I love you”.

You--my identity

I know its you
'cause you are my own light.
Light from some heavenly source
blinding my eyes
and
filling my heart with fright.

This fright isn't the one
that makes my tender eyes cry.
It's the one that makes me heart
go little fast and fly.

Days have got so lazy
as they don't seem to pass.
Nights are with my eyes wide open
I try to sleep but alas!

my wide eyes have dreams in them
just need a wand to let them come alive.
these dreams are pretty but like some deep sea
my delicate heart shivers to dive!

So many things coming and going
My world has takena spin.
My fate stares at me all the time,
and gives meanaughty grin.

We see new faces ...meet new faces...
but what is it that has drawn me to you.
Perhaps 'cause I feel its you
and you and only you.

words to hold us

Love was always a shame

Still I do hold my head high.

My heart aches,my world shakes

Still I’m gonna be with you

No matter how much I’ve to cry.

It’s not so weak

To make us tremble.

Not so brittle

to break us apart.

Not a blunt edge

That can’t fight.

But jst a little

strong matter of heart.

Waiting for seasons I shall gather

Blossoms of all colours.

They’ll be all for you fine and fresh..

Though u knw everything with time withers.

Someday it won’t be something

Like what it is now…

Something they say so dark.

Perhaps they have been blinded by our light

Its not yet a flame; just a spark.

Things are tough…

Time’s against…

We can only hope

To melt Fate’s heart.

Just hold my hands

When my grip loosens.

And I will hold yours back

And  never part.

Identity

I was Someone someday
Now a Noone today.
Someone left me to be noone
Still Noone can find a way.

It's a pleasure to know
the loss that's coming up.
Little ease of pain feels like a relief
a drop of honey on  a bitter cup.

I knw I'd to leave it,
for I never deserved it.
A perfect identity it was
but perhaps my soul couldn't fit.

I'd less pain
as I saw her bid me a wicked goodbye.
for it had tied me down with a face
and now it's time to fly

this is my love

Keep looking for you

Everywhere, every moment,

Do you know that?

My eyes touch your shadow

every time I feel you around me.

Do you know that?

{ why don’t you?

   When I love you so much? }

It’s not me that’s

Waiting for to realize.

From the trees that sway

To the wind touching my locks,

To the birds chirping on my window,

Are waiting for the day,

When you’d be wise.

I lie down at night

Talking to the stars;

Reassured of your existence.

The moonlight is reflected in my eyes,

As I feel your presence.

Dawn is arriving, I know,

And I’ll wake up

From this state of awakening.

And there far away

You will wake up,

And I will know it’s morning.

There starts the moment

From when I start looking for you,

Feeling you in every little things.

I keep looking forward to what

The day ahead brings.

This is my love for you

Can’t give anything else as such.

I ask you again,

Why don’t you know it

When I love you so much?