There is a Mist in Our Lives

Mist is the mystery

that lingers across a lover's soul.

It's not about just a man or lady

But the entire world of feelings as whole.

Mist is a longing

that cannot be captured;

Neither can it be stolen or hidden

Nor could it be hindered.

It is just a mystery

that is pain and joy in a bundle.

I'd like to hug it and let it linger

as mirth when i'm awake and 

the words that in my sleep I mumble.

Know what my heart holds

Agony of heart
Remains unknown
Words unspoken
Secrets of the Alone.
The heart shrieks silently
As the daylight unfolds.
The unspoken comes to vision
But you still don't know
What my heart holds.....

Lunacy in Love

Lost my sanity
As I took a dip in your love.
Couldn't swim out,
I smiled and kept sinking
Until the end of my existence.
What is love without little destruction
What is it without some futile smiles and tears...
Lunatic I am in your love
Love that often doesn't make sense.
Wish I could tell it all to you
In a single breathe
For I fear I am drifting away.
The time is close and me, the lunatic,
Still sinking deeper....
Unaware of the million pains, on me, that lay.

Silence & Words- The Siblings

Silence speaks a million words
Screams a million times.
Life is all about words and screams
Remaining is an illusion
The joy of our innocent crimes.

Restrictive flaws and Irresistible love

Lost in the tides of my flaws,
Messed up my voyage to your heart.
The oceans, wind, the snow weren't unkind...
Struggling with my own soul,
my heart lost all mirth.

Belief in love still exists,
Faith in self is gone.
Chains don't cling to my soul,
I cling to them to stay forlorn.

Can you pick up the pieces-
The broken pieces... scattered here and there?
Just gather them, look at them and throw them away,
and hug me to comfort my body and soul that shiver?

May be you can, may be not....
What if you cannot?
See, I am messing it up all over again,
Lost in the tides of my flaws,
with  a heart that wants to be with you, but cannot.

A loner's new year eve

Years have come and gone

Old ones discarded

As new ones born.

Y is it alonely life never dies

Neither does it get torn or worn.

Lovely fiery flowers on sky

Looking at lonely me

Discarded like the old bygone year

Never knew this is all I had to feel and see.

The world revels in its own spirit

And my spirit revels in me

Rebelling against my body

Trying to move out and be free.

The fire from hell

Seems to enter my heart

With all force it has.

For nothing is “is” for me

All has become “was”.

A new beginning

That’s what they expect from me.

Nothing can be new in this age-old life

Till “me” becomes ”we”

I live this night

Hugging me tight.

Warm tears keeping me ok

And this feels so allright.

My face glows as millions of light

Flashes on my dull face

It comes and goes in a blink

Then there comes my love-darkness.

Come hold me… feel me

Take me in you.

Let me tears, my pain go away…

You’re the one who won’t leave me I knw

Then let me hear those words that I want you to say.

Never-ending feelings

Love isn’t what you think

you feel when you see me.

It ‘s what you feel when

I am away.

If u dont then it’s ok still

‘Cause  atleast I feel that way.

Love doesn’t need two hearts afterall

It can survive with only one beating heart .

The want for love just doesn’t die

No matter how many times my heart  is hurt.

I seek love in you

Why does that bother you ?

You live your life your own way.

You dont need to seek love

‘Cause  my love  is around you

It’s the sun that glows night and day.

It’s tough for you to understand

This strange feeling in my heart ..

My need for a shelter in your arms.

But I know you will very soon

As my true love’s gonna show up its charms.

Till then I would wait

Closing my eyes

Seeing and feeling you.

I fall asleep with a smile on my face

And unknowingly I say

“I love you”.